Rho Shaw, Grade 12 Class of 1986, 2016.
We No Rice
The work of Rho Shaw
words by Laura Sciarpelletti
Rho Shaw immigrated to Canada from the Philippines in 1981 at the age of fourteen, spending most of her teenage years in Winnipeg. While discovering the city’s different ethnic and cultural groups, learning English and trying to understand Western society, Shaw became very aware of the element of strong cultural awareness within the Filipino Community. Being in this community gave her access to topical political news about her home country and allowed her to stay steeped in the culture to a certain degree. As a young girl, Shaw loved being able to live in Canada while still continuing to be herself, a Filipina. In her late twenties the artist left Winnipeg. After traveling for awhile Shaw began to realize that she did not speak her native language as much, to a point where she was even forgetting certain words.
She has not been a part of any Filipino community associations for the last fifteen years. Even though Shaw continues to believe in the values and old traditions that she learned growing up in the Philippines, she now feels that she is forgetting most of them. This realization disturbed her. Was she forgetting who she was? Was she becoming more westernized? Is that wrong? Incessant feelings of uncertainty are the driving forces behind Shaw’s art and she seeks to express them through the integration of photography and installation.
“Sometimes I feel like I shouldn’t eat noodles, but it’s really, really hard”—these are the words spoken by her ‘identity crisis,’ says Shaw. According to the artist, the incorporation of rice wrapper, seaweed and noodles in her portraitures illustrate her feelings of ambivalence and guilt.
Rho Shaw, Sometimes I feel like I should eat noodles but it’s really really hard, Part 1, 2016.
As an immigrant, Shaw says that learning English is a must and was a challenge that she eventually came to enjoy. She now sees it as a tool in her art, one that acts as a means to stimulate discourse. She uses simple words to highlight the chasm between her two worlds. “We No Rice” is a red neon installation evocative of restaurant signage. The play on words is Shaw’s way of confronting her family’s fidelity to their culture. They are Filipino, yet Shaw sees them exhibiting a more Canadian way of life. The blue neon “over dare we can dream” is an acknowledgement of the sacrifices and hardships she and her family have endured—it does, however, also signify hope. With this piece Shaw speaks specifically about her parents’ sacrifice. They left their careers and the home they built in order to give their children a better future in Canada. Shaw uses the medium of neon because she finds the result dynamic and fragile—this creates desire and emotion very much like human connections. ● This story was originally published in the inaugural issue of Ruminate Magazine in October 2017. Buy this issue.
Rho Shaw, Sometimes I feel like I should eat noodles but it’s really really hard, Part 2, 2016.
Laura Sciarpelletti is a reporter for CBC Saskatchewan. She is also the community reporter for CBC's virtual road trip series Land of Living Stories. Laura previously worked for CBC Vancouver. Some of her former work has appeared in the Globe and Mail, NYLON Magazine, VICE Canada and The Tyee. She holds a Master of Journalism degree from the University of British Columbia.